December 2010
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Forget and Forget
Maybe I should find myself new friends. But I barely get interested in other people. And it’s not that I’m arrogant or I think I’m better than everyone else but I just can’t. Involvement is a messy thing that will lead to vulnerability and fuzzy feelings and intimacy and expectations and disappointments and depression and suicidal thoughts and so on and so forth. I...
November 2010
2 posts
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At the Height of Indifference
I am bothered by my incapacity to find anyone interesting. It’s been so long (that I can’t even remember) since someone - and by this, I mean a person whom I know in real life - has sparked my interest or tickled my weird-bordering-on-the-perverted imagination or ignited a mote of my lust and desire. The funny thing is it seems that there are quite a handful of people who are really ...
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meaningless photos
here is myself taking a photo of me and our Christmas tree’s reflection in the mirror.
here is a crappy webcam photo of me and our christmas tree.
I have a big crush on a girl here in Tumblr. She’s really nice and she replies to my messages all the time. And she’s cute. And I am so tacky. And awkward. But she’s so cute. The end.
October 2010
4 posts
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Scars
I have never considered myself as a scarred or broken person. I sure do get my heart broken from time to time, I have felt a lot of shit in the past but then I bounce back. I sulk and the write down feelings and mull over things and eventually get over things. Way back, I consider my capacity to feel for others and at the same time use my logic a gift. I think it’s one of the reasons why...
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On Spirit Day
Today is spirit day.
It just bothers me that somehow, it is being sensationalized which results to its meaning and significance getting lost on us.
For me, it’s standing up for what I believe in; which is that people should not be bullied and discriminated against because of their identity. Perhaps, it may even be a call of uprising to eradicate hate and ignorance and promote not just...
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On a Friend: The Nature of Fleetingness
So a friend is planning a surprise birthday party for our birthday-friend (I shall refer to him as “birthday-friend” from this point forward to avoid confusion). My reaction was one of hardcore surprise and disbelief. I don’t know, Maybe I’m rude and mean and skeptic but my thoughts were “Why do you want to do this? He’s not even a good friend to you! What makes him so special? NOTHING!”. Well,...
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An Alternate Universe
Neurotichronicles is where I post (or more accurately, reblog) things that amuse me. I barely have original posts in that blog. I just reckoned that it is high time I create something where I can post what I write (though I used to write somewhere else but the aura of that blog has gone bleak and I rarely open it now *insert sad and disappointed-with-self feelings here*), post my own pictures to...